Fix You

I awake, my mind still dazed with sleep

The sight of her in peaceful slumber

warms my heart like she was my creation

Her eyes veiled tight in mystery

Maybe in some wistful dream

or joyful pasts remembered

I'll be gone before the dawn comes

No traces left behind

No way to go back and make this illusion real

I feel her body warm and soft

Her hot breath makes me tense

This moment, i'll remember

The door is gently opened

One more step and I am gone

Things could have been so different

In the words of Cold Play

If you never try

You will never know

With one last look, I close the door

my defenses fall, I cry

" i'll love you till the end," I say. . . 

Telly Morris

Sunday, September 22, 2013 at 09:30HRS

Make believe

I dream of you being with me 

on a mundane day

as our fingers wrap around interlocked

a place of warmth

I dream of you being with me

on a beautiful morning

as the sun fills heat into all that is living

a place of life

I dream of you being with me

on a beautiful evening

as we sit across each other having dinner

a place of love

Telly Morris

Saturday, September 21, 2013 at 23:43HRS

Rambling rants. . .

Rambling rants of a disturbed mind

The brother they had was one of a kind

Rambling rants of a sister cursing

Painted smile she has been rehearsing

Rambling rants of a family heartbroken

In their eyes no words need to be spoken

Rambling rants of a man long gone

A prayer for his soul and memory they mourn

Rambling rants of a tenebrous day lurking

The undeserving gift of life in others abhorring

Telly Morris

Wednesday, July 03, 2013 at 13:10HRS

Frozen Wounds (RIP George)

On scattered streets of old memories

Where shadows of previous frozen wounds thaw

This darkness of uncertainty is filled with dried perplex moments

Isolated mind now nomadic

Hidden pain in the form of anger erupts

With each uncontrollable tear I ask the Most High why?

Needing wanting begging

For God to justify the taking of my brother's life

I shed tears with consistency on this doomed path of destiny

Confused distraught and angry

Happiness no longer has a home in this vacant heart

The emptiness now resident bleeds for aesthetic sense of togetherness

Telly Morris

Wednesday, July 03, 2013 at 12:19HRS

Affairs of the Heart . . .

I stand transfixed gazing out

Handful of stars fill the sky

As thoughts of her flow

My chest tightens

Heart pounding with love

I swear to God, she is my it girl

Her emotions a labyrinth  

Knowing inside there is no quick fix

Calmness gained as I bat my eye lids

With each embrace imagined

A smile draws across my face

As images of her blossom momentarily 

There are no doubts

The love we bask in will be worth while

Steady to calm her fears, and brush away her tears 

For a lifetime

With faith and open arms, I wait

No set date, no set time

Telly Morris

Monday, June 17, 2013 at 23:47HRS

Delusion

I am caught in the streams of delusion

Rescinded to the guise of submission to love's direction

Lost in the quest for acceptance in the reality of rejection

A reflection of a love once shared

Created in unbridled fears as I remember countless times of negativity

The absence of devotion triggers streams of concatenated words and painful recollection

Affection diminished to oblivion

Crippling my thoughts with its paralyzing fright

The beauty of love fails to hold any future but the shadow of hope and honest redemption

Dreams descended to bottomless pits of confusion

A heart breaking experience leaving behind its debilitating stains

I remain captured by a grimace of surprise to a mirage reminiscence of you

Telly Morris

Friday, May 24, 2013 at 16:40HRS

Wilting. . .

The sun is hiding

Its warmth from the shade

The moon is dying

And starting to fade

No stars twinkle

In this world of black

Can't go forward

Can't go back

Here forever

Tomorrow is today

In a standstill

I've lost my way

Quietness echoes

Vibrations of screams

Never ending

Or so it seems

Emptiness shares

Loneliness my friend

This is eternity

My beginning, my end

Telly Morris

Thursday, May 23, 2013 at 17:32HRS

Bliss!

A consuming love

filled with unrestrained desire

You've tapped into my darkest secrets

I count the days until I see you again

My heart pounds strong in your presence

Waiting impatiently for the next adventure

You've tested my limits

and taken me beyond what I believed was ordinary

I am blissfully exhausted

but so ready for more

Telly Morris

Thursday, May 23, 2013 at 15:00HRS

Lifeless

I have seen our love

on the cold damp floor

in the darkest of rooms

lying in a pool of blood

still as my broken heart

and I approached it

I knew...

softly ...a kiss

a pause

a tear

a touch

caress

still nothing

once a love shared

now abandoned

alone, dying

cold and grey

only hope

a wish, a dream

could find it again

and awaken

this lifeless mass

I weep sometimes

I lay myself at it's side

and wait...

time will pass

and so will I

waiting..

wanting

hoping. . .

Telly Morris

Friday, May 10, 2013 at 19:45HRS

#WhenItRains

Inch by inch more of me penetrates
Sweat trickling and bodies are in a state of fusion 
#WhenItRains

You touch me in warm places making me all moist
Wanting nothing more than to make you own me 
#WhenItRains 

Bliss you feel when i gently bite your ear lobes
Placing feather kisses all over your back 
#WhenItRains 

Bodies interwoven like tapestry
Yearning for more of this high I make you feel 
#WhenItRains

Angled is ur butt off the bed
My hands firmly planted on your hips 
#WhenItRains

Lord! You scream as I sail through uncharted territories
You cringe and pray this moment never ends 
#WhenItRains

Hold me, touch me, kiss me, soothe me, fuck me!
Just do it again and again and again flooding my gates with your stiffness
#WhenItRains

Smack it, tease it, own it 
For this moment in time my body yields to your every whim 
#WhenItRains

My lips sucking on your toes 
My hands warming their way down your thighs 
#WhenItRains

Tingle tingle tingle as your mind welcomes every touch I bring 
Your heart and soul in a place of pure solace 
#WhenItRains

It will take everything to keep your mind off me 
For #WhenItRains you would want nothing more than to share this space in time with me


Telly Morris 
Wednesday, May 01, 2013 at 08:15HRS 

Comforted

Conversations stumble in silently as I awake
Mind seeks comfort in the arms of my heart
Neglected eyes flutter and tears form slowly

My sanity spins a web of complications
Presenting truths in unprescribed doses
Seeking solace deep within an infinite vacuum

Poise paralyzed by my wounded spirit
Unwilling to let go completely and feel
This pain sends me on a tangent far from reality

Faith is poisoned by the reality of the scars I adorn
Stumbling silently into an abyss of unknown consequences
Pursuing comfort no longer guaranteed in this stratosphere


Telly Morris
Tuesday, April 30, 2013 at 18:40HRS

When I am gone. . .

When I am gone the idea of me is all you will have 
When I am gone the time we shared will not fade that easily
When I am gone the random sound of my name in will make you turn 

When I am gone your affinity for me will be exponential
When I am gone your love for things we shared will fade 
When I am gone your desire to let me in will confuse you 

When I am gone I will just be words from some random stranger 
When I am gone I will no longer have the power to make you smile
When I am gone I will miss the ability to have made this a reality

When I am gone the universe will conspire to make you want me    
When I am gone the laughter we shared will fill your heart with pain  
When I am gone the need to be loved will be ignited in ways unimaginable


Telly Morris 
Saturday, April 27, 2013 at 17:57HRS 

Through her eyes. . .

Through her eyes lies a victim of a love once promised
Through her eyes tears once formed now hold an icy gaze 
Through her eyes rears disappointments of a shattered relationship

Through her eyes hades is reincarnated in every man she attracts
Through her eyes pearls must be formed in the depths of hell 
Through her eyes lives a woman scorned through your affair 

Through her eyes blues serenade every cloud of bliss you bring 
Through her eyes ambitions crown her desire to be far from you 
Through her eyes assurances of a brighter tomorrow fade like a mirage 

Through her eyes glasses shield her need to be comforted 
Through her eyes stars lost their shine the moment you let her down 
Through her eyes excuses will not shepherd you back into her warmth

Through her eyes Jesus has been deaf to every prayer she put forth 
Through her eyes pretence is really how she keeps it all together  
Through her eyes things come and go and her heart no longer yearns 

Through her eyes precious is that she can hang and hold on to
Through her eyes lessons from the past never prepared her enough
Through her eyes reckless has been everyone she opened up to 

Through her eyes strays someone real she doesn't want to disappoint
Through her eyes begs the need to be adored and celebrated 
Through her eyes ushers a phoenix that might be ready to love again. . .


Telly Morris 
Saturday, April 27, 2013 at 17:06HRS 

Love through another's eyes . . .

Morning breaks and the sun radiates my window
I awake and begin my day afresh with thoughts of you
A hint of soft azure as I melt under your loving gaze
The sound of your voice lulls me into a heaven of safety
I am comforted in your arms as faith ignites my soul

Adrift in the throes of days without you
Yet you roam within my thoughts infecting me innocuously
Reminding me yet again of the joy you bring to life
Day begins a turnpike maze of wanderings
The murmur of my meandering heart whispering thoughts of you

A splash of illusive cologne dissolves into my mirage
And efflorescences into a perfumed bouquet that is you
Memories of the night before keep hounding leaving me in smiles
Sky transforms into a velvety ebon evening with the passage of the day
To be lit in the next few hours by the words honey I am home . . .


Telly Morris
Friday, April 26, 2013 at 07:25HRS

When it rains . . .

Still is the air of the night
Hushed is the voice of it's passage
I miss you

Loud is the rain pouring onto my roof
Midnight hours chime out the wind's lonely call
I need you

Cold is the feel of my sheets
Yearning for your presence to warm this night
I want you


Telly Morris
Tuesday, April 23, 2013 at 22:52HRS

Our first kiss. . .

Enchantment precipitated through the long still night
Bodies approach, hands clutch your chin and lips embrace
Tongues greet and swirl, prolonging the unhurried rapture
Our first kiss, undivided, blissful and delicately sensual

Hands oscillate to the rhythm of your heartbeat and deep sighs
Each touch emphasized with a stillness of breath as our thighs meet
Your nipples pressed against my chest, your eyes tightly shut
Parting lips welcome fading smiles as this moment is etched within the very fibre of our souls. . .


Telly Morris
Tuesday, April 23, 2013 at 14:20HRS

Next Lifetime

Deranged visions before waking hours
Unfold the layers of mystery you come shrouded in 
Distance bridged by our love for expression through words 

Perplexing dreams deepen as feelings get unearthed
Sorrows brought on by the reality of who we are  
Dreading good-byes which will inevitably come knocking  

Inevitable emotion developing rapidly 
Feeling doubt, hope, adoration and love 
For a love so unequivocal yet fading as we grow closer 

Baffled and wondering if this affection will be natured
Or whether it will destroy my wits and sense of being
Days to come will only make my roots sink deeper for your nourishment

Yet you journey into a territory out of sight 
Your words and sense of style leaving lasting impressions 
In my ever-increasing affinity for what I cannot have in this lifetime


Telly Morris 
Tuesday, April 23, 2013 at 00:25HRS 

Affinity

Visions of you plague my mind
With thoughts of you, I awake
Yearning for what I cannot have
Tomorrow definitely isn't promised today

I dream, wanting this idea of you to be real
But desire, must be for what I can have or hold
Yet my affinity for you further puts you beyond reach
Like a whirlwind, you cannot be tamed or contained. . .


Telly Morris
Saturday, April 20, 2013 at 22:57HRS

illusions of Kochinelle. . .

Palms planted on the tiles

Water maneuvering over your contours

Left leg planted on my right thigh

My fingers under your butt cheeks 
Lips exploring your navel and waistline

Tongue leaving a trail of wetness

Teeth caressing the mounds of your labia

Soft groans leave your lips dry and wanting more of my kisses

Your teeth biting into your lower lip

Body inching forward with each touch

My lips exploring your wetness

Moist conditions grip my mind like a noose

You inch further down as my tongue embraces your nipples

Tender bites and circles of 8 I bring over mounds 

Fingers finding their way up into your cave of weakness

Legs crumble landing you on my stiffness

My back and your knees embracing the floor

Relishing each movement exaggerated through your thickness

Your wetness welcoming more thickness with each thrust

Eyes rolled back freezing each moment of pleasure

Mind soaring with each deepening stroke

Your moans and screams now a roar of delight

Bodies begin to tense as toes begin to curl

We flood our gates of ecstasy soaked in tears and sweat

My alarm drones and awakens me from this illusion of pleasure. . . 

Telly Morris

Wednesday, April 17, 2013 at 18:05HRS

Apart. . .

Distance  so brutally far
Feeling so uncomfortably near
Filled with wants and desires
Conspire I cannot

Afraid to want you
You remain out of reach
Probably with someone else
Knowing I could be him if I was there

Past is filled with exhilaration
Leaving me in despair
You fill my soul with your warmth
Then yank it away, leaving a void

Want you now more than ever
Your touch I doubt I will ever get to experience again
Tongue on my nipple, fingers over my butt
As you solemnly whisper, fuck me!

My heart beats rapidly
At one thought of you
Your warm body against my stiffness
Giving me pleasures only possible in a utopia

Teach me the taboos of a woman
Make my body quiver for your touch
Suck me in and let me drown
Baptise me in your wetness
Until I see you, smell you, feel you and taste you

Telly Morris
Wednesday, April 17, 2013 at 16:55HRS

Withering. . .

Love doesn't look at me anymore
She is too scared to see the tears in my eyes
The pain in my persona evident with each blink

Love doesn't speak to me anymore
She is too scared to hear the heartbreak blues
The tremble in my voice whenever I speak

Love doesn't connect with my soul anymore
She is too scared to see the depth of love in store
The distance I am willing to go with each step I take

Love doesn't touch me anymore
She is too scared to feel the wrinkles on my skin
The stress covered with layers of fake smiles I wear

Love doesn't want me to love anymore
She is to scared to want for me what she cannot provide
The hurt will wither away and nothing more will be left but a broken-hearted me


Telly Morris
Saturday, April 13, 2013 at 22:45HRS

Turbulence

The ground is warm
The weather is great
All that is missing is your magnificent form

Life goes on
The more I interact with you
The more my heart yearns

You are what I desire now
But the question is how
Temptation has me questioning. . .


Telly Morris
Thursday, April 11, 2013 at 19:39HRS

Sacred. . .

As subtle as the softest whisper
Evening stars spill and linger
Their light like fireflies in the skyline
Illuminating the darkness and leaving me livid

Your name resounding louder, thoughts of you like pi, unending
Crossing and weaving into a symphony so transcending
Our lives intertwined, creating a union bound by friendship
Confusion dominates as I await life's release from this trance

The magic of this moment is the gift of the unknown
If this love is abysmal, then my perception must be dethroned
Reflecting through this blackhole of time leaves me void and stoic
Yearning for this to be real, as I take this leap of faith with my heart

Catch me unaware and dominate this plateau
Pulverise this reclusion like a demolition ball to a chateaux
Solitude yet my only companion, unfazed by my affinity
For something sacred that I feel is only a manifestation of my invention


Telly Morris
Tuesday, April 9, 2013 at 14:15HRS

Scared!

Scared!
To trust, to give in completely
Scared that in the end it will just be me in my zone
Lost, confused, hurt, torn, and all alone

Scared!
I won't live up to your expectations and dreams
Scared it will all fall apart at the seams
Not having the means to provide you with what you need

Scared!
I'll be jealous and drive you insane
Scared you'll start to look at me like I'm some sort of pain
Stumbling over my words, not knowing what to say

Scared!
To be in pain again, although what I feel is real
Scared to believe in the possibility that I found my kindred soul
Who seems to have made my half my whole


Telly Morris
Tuesday, April 9, 2013 at 11:00HRS

Eternity. . . (Mary Jane)

I blink and night falls
My eyes, glazed, find their focus
On an image. . . only I can see 

Time and distance lose their foothold 
All life fades into mist 
Over aeons, my soul is set free 

No words need to be spoken 
No feelings need to be shared 
We merge, mind with beautiful mind 

Drawn, inexorably, together 
By the timeless grip of eternity
This emotion or whatever I feel has me bound 


Telly Morris 
Monday, April 8, 2013 at 19:08HRS 

Dark Clouds

Dark clouds, soft breeze  
The promise of rain reminds me that nothing is promised 
With each drop our love fades 
Just like a floating leaf having no direction in movement

Like the thunder that follows the storm 
We seem not to hear each other anymore
Our love has been replaced by lightening strikes of pain 
The arguments droning out the beautiful symphony 

With each tear I fade away scared  
We have become mundane with each strike being calculated
I seek that warmth in another's arms to only be reminded of you 
Penance I feel paid yet your blessing I can't have 

Feel bound yet free 
Alone yet comforted 
Waiting on the sun to give me direction and purpose
For my deep roots need to be fulfilled not just by rain.  


Telly Morris
Sunday, March 31, 2013 at 23:32HRS