Shattered

Confused,
I don't know what happened,
and I can't figure out what went wrong.
I wish I did so I could fix it.

Shattered dreams cross my mind,
and thoughts about you all the time.
Tragically our love is dying,
slowly and very painfully.
Memories confine my head.

Bitterly I face the end
As I think of how it could have been.
Trustingly I gave my heart and soul to you
And let you inside.
Now all I am left with is questions of "How?" and "Why?"

I remember falling in love,
I felt your pain and joy, your suffering and happiness.
I felt your love. I felt you.

Memories of you grip my mind.
I'm stranded here in nothingness and pain.
All I can do is think of you.

I can't seem to get you out of my head.
I lay here and everything replays in my mind.
Why can't I figure out what went wrong?
I'm holding on.

I can't accept my dreams are slowly fading.
I can't accept that my world is disappearing.

You made my world complete.
We truly fell in love and for the first time in my life
I knew what everything meant.
I miss holding you and you holding me.
I miss your touch.
I miss us.


Telly Morris
Wednesday, September 9, 2009 at 22:22HRS