Find Your Way

I find myself here again. . .
Asking myself questions I already have answers to
Why isn't my present filled with thoughts of you
Why am I not the one expressing my affection publicly

I have tried in several ways to Let Go mentally
The occasional silence with regards to communication
Most replacements either objects or human fade rapidly
Question still remains, how did you find your way

How can a simple friendship feel so intense
Is it the lack of intimacy or the craving there of
I find myself wanting you more with each suppression attempt
Wish KEM never composed this tribute to you

Do I accept this as an emotion I can't fight?
Someone please decipher this labyrinth
I long to have your brown skin against mine
Your beads of sweat trickling all over my sheets

So I am leaving to a world where all this can be true
A world where we can express our innermost fears
A world where I can love you uninhibitedly
A world where you can find your way


Telly Morris
Saturday, October 23, 2010 at 01:45HRS