Scared!

Scared!
To trust, to give in completely
Scared that in the end it will just be me in my zone
Lost, confused, hurt, torn, and all alone

Scared!
I won't live up to your expectations and dreams
Scared it will all fall apart at the seams
Not having the means to provide you with what you need

Scared!
I'll be jealous and drive you insane
Scared you'll start to look at me like I'm some sort of pain
Stumbling over my words, not knowing what to say

Scared!
To be in pain again, although what I feel is real
Scared to believe in the possibility that I found my kindred soul
Who seems to have made my half my whole


Telly Morris
Tuesday, April 9, 2013 at 11:00HRS